Staying Focused

Lately, I've been turning my wheels too vigorously. I think I forgot, maybe only lost sight of a plan that I put into place almost a decade ago. I had 4 wheels turning in different directions and at different RPMs. This is most certainly a recipe for disaster! Luckily I had an abrupt stop but I did not crash nor burn!

I had started settling again. Just plain ole acceptance of position. This was affecting me professionally as well as personally. But, I have had some serious and great changes that have put me back to rights, so to speak. I have a job that I enjoy with minimal issues that are negative to my well being. I no longer have to take my work with me. I am able to get done what needs done and the stress of the office stays at the office. I enjoy the environment for the most part, it's much more relaxed that I am used to having so that's nice. Not only do I not feel unappreciated, but most days I get to experience instant appreciation!

I have a pretty intense personal situation that has long needed some resolution. I believe that time is nearing and I cannot deny that I am a bit excited about that, though with resolution will also come some negative weight. But I believe it will all be a wash once completed. I have another personal situation that I have had way too many questions about that I have obtained answers for and it's a blessing to have received those answers without heart ache. It's just finished. That's a positive.

We've had a pretty devastating natural disaster in our area but I'm fortunate enough to say that I escaped with very minimal impact personally. I do, unfortunately, have loved ones that were more impacted and it's heart breaking. The impact for some will be felt and dealt with for years to come. I hope and pray for continued blessings for these folks daily.

Things have been rough lately but I am desperately trying to focus and hold on to the rainbows. Time alone. Ability to venture out alone. Increasing positive people and situations being brought into my life allowing me to see through my clouds.

Hang in there you, it's worth it!
All my love, Me